Jeff’s
testimony:
I’m
a biker. I’m
the only one in my family. I always
was the black sheep of the family. I
was always the rebellious one and always the one that got the speech “why
can’t
you be more like your brother”.
Growing up as a child, I was never taken to church.
Don’t
get me wrong, my parents are great and I love them dearly.
They taught me right from wrong and it helped get me to where I am, a
saved Christian rider.
I
didn’t
accept Jesus Christ into my live as my Lord and Savior
until I was in my mid 30’s
and I was baptized at the same time as my second child.
Unfortunately,
I suffered a back slide when I went through a divorce.
I say unfortunately because it was against my beliefs as a Christian and
the vows I took with the Lord. I
had two young children that I loved dearly.
I had been married for 20 years when the Lord appeared and told me that
what I was experiencing in my marriage was not considered a marriage and that “things
were going to be ok for me”.
He stood before me as plain as my bike sitting in
the garage.
The biggest hurt that came from the divorce was the lack of time I get to
spend with my children and the hurt I felt I had caused them. For that I am sorry. The
every other weekend thing just does not
cut it as a dad. To this day it
hurts me to think about it and the things I’ve
missed due to the circumstances of divorce.
It’s
a terrible thing.
I
have since remarried to a beautiful woman that I love dearly.
She has encouraged me and been there to support me in many decisions.
I am blessed the Lord placed her in my path.
During
my younger days, I experienced the biker lifestyles.
From the parties with women running around half clothed and a pile of coke
on the table, people shooting guns off the back porch, to all night binges, only
to get up and throw my leg over the bike to ride home.
Many nights I had no clue how I got home.
I realize now it was by the grace of God that I managed.
I’ve
tried many biker organizations throughout my days of riding only to end up in a
bar with fellow riders ending up getting drunk.
I knew something in me was changing.
It was the Holy Spirit talking to me.
A
couple of years ago I went to Sturgis. What a great place. However,
while I was there the Lord was talking to me once again.
I was seeing all of the sinful ways being presented to me during my rides
out there. I realize what the Lord
was doing to me now. He was telling me I had to be part of a Christian motorcycle
ministry. I came back and pondered
it for several months. I kept
saying “I’m
a biker…that’s
not for me”.
I would ask the Lord “why
me”?
I would come up with excuses like “I
don’t
have time for this.”
You name it…I
had the reason why NOT to do this. Much
like when God spoke to Moses for the first time telling him HE would be the one
to bring his people out of Egypt. The
Lord is patient. He kept bringing
this into my life. I would get
little hints and reminders from various sources.
I realize the things in my past experiences are what is part of the biker
lifestyle and part of the culture. The
Lord was beginning to take hold of me to show me that there is a different way.
The
summer of 2007, my wife and I took a bike trip to Great Smoky Mountain National
Park with another couple I had met during the 100th anniversary for
HD in Milwaukee. On our way to meet
them (them riding from the east, us from the west) my
wife and I stopped
to fill the bikes. Next thing I
know, I have a guy from CMA witnessing to me giving me his testimony.
All of a sudden, some guy from on the other side of the pumps in a 4
wheeler sees us chatting and he wants to find out more about being a Christian
rider because the Lord was weighing heavy in his heart.
Further
down the road, we meet up with our friends.
One morning we see them huddled together.
We think something is wrong and ask them if things are ok?
It ends up, they always pray together before they ride.
Same
trip, we
get down to
Knoxville,
TN taking nothing but back roads, one of our bikes begins acting up.
So we decide before we get into the TN mountains, that we need to have it
looked at. It ends up being something minor, but during our 4 hour wait,
in walks another CMA member. We
have a great time chatting, exchanging
testimony and
getting to know each other. Throughout
our entire trip we had encounters with Christian bikers and again, I finally
realized what the Lord was trying to tell me.
He was reminding me about the motorcycle ministry.
I
finally found Bikers for Christ and liked what their values were.
It was more my style. Not so
political and about spreading the gospel and being there when we are needed by
fellow riders. I approached my
church Pastor and before I could get the whole question out of my mouth he said “YES”.
Bikers
for Christ, Wisconsin chapter was formed in 2007 and it has been a true
blessing. We look forward to riding
for HIM. After all, Jesus saves
Bikers Too!!
Many
Blessing,
Jeff